Over and over again

Seems like the days just pass by and nothing progresses. I just stay in the same or worse position of poverty. And their are blocks everywhere, no one wants to hear my shit continuously. So I have to keep it inside or face dismissiveness, shaming ignorance. I post here but it's just not enough and counselors are $15-30 each session. And people by are shocked when someone commits suicide. You are expected to take care of everything with no outlet or emotional or financial support. Being single and doing everything for my self is the pits. I know "Keep my head up"

[jennicole31]

Hello friend,

I'm sorry that you're feeling this way. Things can always change and get better in the future. I hope and pray that you don't contemplate suicide. Your life has value. You're here for a purpose! There's always hope. I know a website where you can speak with a counselor for free. I'll leave the link below for you if you're interested. I am praying for you. I truly believe that God will take care of your needs!

bit.ly/2xW5l2q

[Tired300 in reply to jennicole31]

I was wondering if the website you mentioned regarding councilling is available for use by all?

Many thanks for your help

[jennicole31 in reply to Tired300]

Hi, yes it is! And you're very welcome.

[Tired300]

Hi there, I am so sorry to hear that you are feeling this way, but never think that your posts are not appreciated or worth.

You are a human being that is struggling with life and your illnesses and conditions that make it difficult.

I am sure that there are plenty of people who can relate to this, I know I can.

If you ever need anyone to talk to about your health issues then please do.

You are not alone. 🙂🤗

[Hidden in reply to Tired300]

Thanks, I can relate to feeling like an outcast. I feel very different from everyone. Weekend will be very despondent as it's rainy cold.

[Orangeblossom85]

I must tell you that for three years I was meeting a psychotherapist twice a week. It was so much money! And that give me literally nothing - I could say anything important and was blabling about stupid things.

Joining this group and participating in it gave me so much. Much more than anything else.

Now I’m changing. And I see it.

[Tired300]

That is so good to hear.

It is so great that you are doing better and moving forward.

I think I am finding it hard to get the correct words out.