having a great day!

[Rufus07]

I’m having a great day for everyone! It’s in the 70’s here and beautiful again! No depression or anxiety today! Took a shower, got dressed and even put a pot roast in the crockpot! I’m proud of myself! Yay for me! Hope there are others here also having a good day.

[gajh]

That is awesome! I am so happy for you. Enjoy!

[Rufus07 in reply to gajh]

I am! Thank you😀

[Starrlight]

It’s 85ish here and I just went on a nice walk and homeschooled my kiddos, cleaned, was being a detective to see if a prospect for my family was a from a scam artist/hacker, figured that out, am calm and happy atm, will do self care soon, maybe meditate,… but my good day could change, I was struggling sooo much in the early morning. Good job for all you accomplished and I’m happy you are having a great day, too!!!

[Rufus07 in reply to Starrlight]

You got a lot done too. Great job! My day can change at any moment too but I think this is going to be a good one all the way through.

[Starrlight in reply to Rufus07]

That’s awesome! Yeah I get the sense mine may stay through too.

[Rufus07 in reply to Starrlight]

So much for my good mood😔. I’m just too sensitive. My sig. other just called to tell me he would be late coming home and now I’m balling my eyes out. I’m telling my dog I’m sorry for being a bad mom and not doing anything with him all day. I just get lonely sometimes. I’m home alone all day cause I can’t work and sometimes it’s ok, but others not so much. A friend asked if I wanted company and I told her no. I’m lonely yet I want no company. What is wrong with me? It’s like I just can’t win.

[Starrlight in reply to Rufus07]

Your feelings are your feelings, you are not too sensitive. I know me too- I was thinking as I was wrapping presents alone that I wish I had one of my old friends over but then I’m like noooo I’m having this time to myself ha! Nothing is wrong with you. I know it’s confusing but it’s ok. I often also feel bad I don’t take my dog out for more walks. I’m working on it though. We do our best and that’s good enough I believe. ❤️💜❤️💜

[Rufus07 in reply to Starrlight]

It’s very confusing, our feelings, this life we live in. I hate this roller coaster of feelings I live pretty much everyday. I don’t feel like it’s ok. Why can’t I just be happy like all of those around me. Why do I have to be so sensitive? I don’t ever feel like my thoughts and actions are good enough.

Thank you for your kind reply

[Hidden in reply to Rufus07]

I'm the same way, I think I want friends, but when I get them, I don't want the responsibility, and I just wish they'd go away! I;ve heard other people say this, also. Maybe it depends on the person who wans to be your company?

[Jemison_Schuyler]

👏🏾Woohoo! I'm so glad that you're having a great day with warm weather. You got so much done and I'm especially glad that you didn't experience depression and anxiety today (AND a pot roast bubbling away in the crockpot too? Did you add any carrots or potatoes, by any chance?)

I also understand being lonely and also preferring your own company. I'm often a card carrying member of that same club. Sometimes I watch TV to "hear" other people, although I'm trying to learn to sit with that feeling without rushing myself to feel better instantly. Whatever you choose to do will be the right call, I'm sure. Sending you a hug!

[Rufus07 in reply to Jemison_Schuyler]

Of course potatoes, carrots and onions! Thank you for the hug. It was needed.

[Starrlight in reply to Rufus07]

Onions too! I’m super hungry! 😋

[Starrlight in reply to Rufus07]

here’s another hug (((((((((((((((Rufus))))))))))))

[Starrlight in reply to Jemison_Schuyler]

You made me hungry- potatoes and carrots, yuuuuuum!

[Rufus07 in reply to Starrlight]

Thank you for the additional hug! Send me one today too….i could use it.

[casablancalover14]

It sounds as if you had a great day!😀 When we deal with life's upsets, it feels wonderful to have a day that others take for granted. Here's hoping today is super for you.🐦🐦

[Rufus07 in reply to casablancalover14]

thank you so much!

[Rufus07 in reply to casablancalover14]

Today is not so good. Didn’t want to get out of bed. How can one have such a good day and the next day be so sad and emotional? The joys of the roller coaster of depression. Thank you for your hope of a good day for me. Hope your day is good🙂

[casablancalover14 in reply to Rufus07]

Today is good so far. Like you say, it's up one day and down the next, but we have to keep on trying. I hope things start looking up for you today! ☺️🐦

[Rufus07 in reply to casablancalover14]

Thank you🙂

[Agora1]

I'm just about ready to put on my Pumpkin Earrings and Light up necklace

for the trick or treaters. Your pot roast dinner sounds delicious but after the

hectic afternoon of jumping up and down to the door bell, I have Subway sandwiches

waiting for my daughter and me.

Enjoy your meal and the day xx

[Rufus07 in reply to Agora1]

Your jewelry sounds fun! No kids where I am from for a few more hours. And I did enjoy my meal! Nothing like a roast sitting in the crockpot for hours! Hope your day is good

[Agora1 in reply to Rufus07]

I'm envious, I haven't had home cooked pot roast for quite a while.

That will be on my grocery list for this weekend xx

[Rufus07 in reply to Agora1]

We bought a quarter of a cow and got a couple roasts

[Agora1 in reply to Rufus07]

That's the way to do it xx Enjoy those meals

[Rufus07 in reply to Agora1]

Oh we are!

[Jayyyyy6]

AHHH Stop making me want to eat

[Rufus07 in reply to Jayyyyy6]

It was yummy!

[Solocat]

Hi Rufus07, with you in good and bad!

Enjoy!

[Rufus07 in reply to Solocat]

Thank you for your support 🙂