I can’t live this way

[Browny71]

I’m tired of living in depression, I have no motivation no goals. I do have people who love me but I’m always alone. I just need to vent. I can work all week but the time alone is horrible. I just lay on the couch all day. Like today I wish there were fewer hrs on my weekend so I don’t have to think about how to fill my day up. I need to clean my house but I don’t have the desire to do that.

[Ehjejejejjeenahuan]

Maybe invite someone over so you have no choice but to clean. And im sorry to hear that, try to create a goal for yourself or even filming yourself while doing housework

[CLB1125]

do you enjoy sports or something else that you could invite people over to watch a game or if you like to read host a book reading get together. Like Ehej. Said it will give you an incentive to clean also… if you’re like me I fear stuff like that but it may help you work through some of that.

[Browny71]

thanks for your replies. I think inviting someone over will entice me to clean the house.

[HisChild4ever in reply to Browny71]

That's a good idea!

[HisChild4ever]

I'm very sorry! I've been there and know it's not fun at all to suffer endlessly and see our days having no purpose. Volunteering has helped me, and I recommend it, even though it can be very hard to do when depression exists. But it will fill your time while you do things for others. What about listening to uplifting music while you lie down in bed? I do that. I also listen to Christian sermons a lot. It helps to have things that distract your mind from the pain you feel. I'm sorry I'm not able to help much. I would like to say that it's SO good that you've written here! May God bless you a lot!

[Browny71 in reply to HisChild4ever]

Thanks for your comment I appreciate it. I do have faith and I think that’s why I’m still alive. I’ve been feeling a bit better lately.

[HisChild4ever in reply to Browny71]

That's so good! I hope that you continue to feel better. You've been very strong. God bless you so much!