i can’t do this anymore

[ashtonbeavers]

my sister got mad at me and flipped out on me. i officially have no one to talk to and call and just be completely open with. i decided to take a knife and cut my legs and i’m just done. i need freaking help but i just want to end it all. ugh. i’m to depressed to live. i just need a miracle. i just want god to make a miracle and the next day i’m happy but i know that’s not how it works. hope everyone has a better day then mine!

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Hello ashtonbeavers!

My sister passed away last December removing all hope at being able to talk to her again...you have hope! She’s alive and more than likely the two of you will reconcile your differences at one point or another...that’s positive thought #1...be grateful!

Are you seeing a medical professional for your depression? If not, that would be positive thought #2. Seek help from a Psychiatrist/therapist. This is a positive step towards healing.

Harming yourself isn’t feasible in the long run. #2 can help you with this and teach you more healthy, balanced ways to cope. There’s hope here! Especially if you have a true desire to stop. Hope for this issue is positive thought #3.

I understand your feelings about no longer wanting to live as I have been there many times, but there’s hope here too! I have come back from those horrible feelings time and time again to see the sun rise and shine on me. Believe that it can happen for you also. It takes time, practice and work to recover from a depressive episode, but I see tremendous hope! Hope for a better tomorrow is positive thought #4.

I believe, absolutely, that God performs miracles! Expanding your spiritual life is very helpful. God will deliver the courage and strength to face life/depression if you earnestly seek Him and His guidance. Working on this will help to block some of your negative thinking and naturally aid you with exercising gratitude. I do believe I’m feeling a positive thought #5!

You’re right! Happiness doesn’t occur overnight or miraculously. When you work for something, it can make the payoff sweeter and more appreciated. See how we came up with 5 positive thoughts? You can do this! Accept the depression and move on towards positivity and healing. It’s worth the effort! You’re special and worthy! I’m wishing you peace on your journey! 🌷🙂🌷

[Sillysausage234 in reply to Hidden]

Lovely reply Susan 🙋🏻‍♂️🌞

[ashtonbeavers in reply to Hidden]

thankyou! <3

[Hidden in reply to ashtonbeavers]

Of course...🌞

[BW33 in reply to Hidden]

Beautifully said!

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Hey there ashtonbeavers,

I am so so sorry that you're feeling this way. Please don't hurt yourself. You're not alone, I can promise you that. We are all here for you & we want to see you happy one day. It's not an easy process, & it's definitely not an overnight thing - but you can get there. With help. Don't try to do this alone. It doesn't work out too easily that way. Keep coming here & writing. I've thought some of the same thoughts you have plenty of times, & actually tried to take my own life once. It's not what I wanted truly, I just wanted the pain to end. I wanted the life that I knew it at that moment to end. There's always a chance to change your life. There's always a chance to start again. You just have to get there, honey. Easier said than done, I know... But the good news is you're never alone when you're here with us. We will always be here to support you & talk to you. If you need me, please let me know. <3 xoxo

[ashtonbeavers in reply to Hidden]

thankyou so much ! <3

[Hidden in reply to ashtonbeavers]

You're so welcome, honey! <3 I am thinking of you.