everything is going wrong. I can’t do anything right for the life of me. I haven’t heard someone say they’re proud of me in over a year. I’m losing my soul, and my will to live. I think it might be time to ‘go for a walk.’ Hopefully I get hit by a cat. I just can’t do this anymore. I’m trying to hold on with me dear life that I don’t even want to have, but it’s not working. There’s no escape now. Is there?
(yes, I’ve contacted a hotline p.)