Rage! I can't express

[Against_the_current]

I'm fking tired. How to life in the shthole my dad left?! And here mom makes us upset and when one of us yells , she says "why are you yelling like a hysteric" and probably thinks ungrateful kids. My fking soul is in a convulsion. My dad ruined the appartment and he's not even texting me back. My grandparents think the place is top tier and i should be grateful. I want to go live under a bridge or jump from one better. I hate everyone in this stupid family. I don't see a way out