I apologize for all of these posts. This is just a great outlet for me and it makes me feel less alone. I do see a therapist and take medication which helps. But writing or typing my thoughts and feelings is a great outlet for me, even if no one responds!
I finally had a good nights sleep in the new apartment. My boyfriend hasn’t been here the past two nights because he was with family. I am meeting him today at his mom’s house and spending the night there. Tomorrow he will come back to the apartment and we will be beginning our dog. His mom watched the dog so we could set everything up before same came. I’m worried about how the dog with acclimate and if she will bark too much. She’s less than a year and still learning. My boyfriend and I are also teachers and start Monday. We wanted to see how she would do home alone for 8-9 hours but I’m worried. We do have a back up plan of hiring a dog walker but we wanted to see how she would do. We do have a puppy camera so we can watch her.
I feel weird about my boyfriend coming back. I’ve lived alone for four years so it’s different sharing a space with someone. I’m also worried he hates it and doesn’t want to live with me. These are my own thoughts I’m putting in my head and not based on anything he says. J know this is an adjustment for him too so things may be weird or off the first few weeks and that’s normal. In just scared that he’ll resent me for this.
I slept in today but I’m feeling tired again. The move was a lot and I’ve been busy unpacking and setting up my classroom. I’m giving myself grace and allowing myself to lay in bed for an hour before getting ready to go to my boyfriends moms house
we have a camera we will set up
Still here
Separation anxiety
New here. Need advise 
