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I am such a failure. I wish I had succeeded at ending it all when I was 12. I would’ve not have continued suffering so many years. I’m on the edge. I really can’t keep with this shxt. My heart is so sad, I’m really truly hurting. I’m so stressed out. I’m tired, exhausted, my constant thoughts wear me out. I can’t do this.. I’m over it. I just… 😞

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Shnookie

please calll 988 - Suicide Prevention hotline. U R brave to have reached out on HU. People here R supportive. I’m always here 4 U

Hugs 🤗 S

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Pandananda in reply toShnookie

I somehow fell asleep right after writing this i think. I dont even really writing this. Ive been so out of it. Thanks for your kind words

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Shnookie in reply toPandananda

You are very welcome. Please take care of yourself.

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blackcat64013

Hi,Sending hugs to wrap around you from Australia because I care. 🫂 for a 💙.

Please call the 988 phone helpline recommended by Schnookie. They have helped almost a million people in USA since opening 2 years ago 🐈‍⬛

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Pandananda in reply toblackcat64013

Thank you. I’ve always wanted tovv be is it Australia. I used to reach out to 988 but they sound so robotic as if they’re reading from a script. It just make things worse for me.

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CLB1125 in reply toPandananda

They probably have a protocol they have to follow , so they might be reading it from a book. I bet it does sound impersonal.

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Pandananda in reply toCLB1125

It definitely does. I rather have an honest conversation. Not one from a script. I do understand that they have a script to follow

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