hi everyone! We arrived in Bermuda this morning. I find my anxiety is higher in the mornings. I am eating but I’m scared I’ll get sick from the cruise food. At the buffet I don’t eat meat. I did have eggs today though which scared me a bit. At restaurants if I get meet I get beef and order it well done just to be safe.
We are still in the boat as we didn’t get to enjoy the pool deck due to all the rain. We are here for about an hour and then we rented a pontoon boat for the afternoon so we can swim in the ocean, snorkel, and sight see. I hope I don’t get sick on that but I’ve been on pontoon boats before.
After we will shower, grab dinner, and see a magic show. I might even have a mojito!
We leave Bermuda Friday at 3, and then have a day at sea. I’m worried about that sea day Saturday. If it’s like yesterday’s sea day I’ll be fine, but if it’s like Mondays it’ll suck.
I am enjoying myself and think about vacation ending and get sad. J wish my anxiety weren’t as bad but regardless I am doing it and making the most of this trip.
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You're doing so well! Much better than I would be, lol. It proves that you are so much stronger than you believe. Sounds like your plans will be a lot of fun. Keep your mind on enjoying every moment. Have a blast and make great memories! ❤️❤️
Well done you, it sounds as if you are having a great time, there’s always pros and cons on any holiday but you are doing so well, there’ll be so much for you and your boyfriend to remember when you get home, you’ll soon be planning your next holiday 👍
Hi Daisy!!! So good to hear from you!!! You are doing SO well it's amazing! Thanks for the picture; it looks beautiful there!Is a Mojito an alcoholic drink? And is it your first time having alcohol? If so, do I have a story for you... It involves that same cruise, a pina colada, and an alpakka getting drunk for the first time. But hey, it wasn't my fault that it was so good that I momentarily forgot what I was drinking!🙄🙄.
Look at that beautiful blue sky! I am so very happy you are being brave and dealing with your anxiety. Now, please have 2 or 3 mojito's, so you don't worry so much! 😂. You're going to be fine and you probably don't believe it, but I feel you are much braver than you give yourself credit for. Steak well done? Try living a little and have it medium rare! It tastes so much better.
One day at a time and one step at a time. Try making some small changes in your outlook and soon you'll see it will become a way of life.
Where are you going on your next vacation? You got this Daisy!
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