my wonderful boyfriend and my friends planned a surprise party for me. We rented a house near the casino and went and danced and everything. I was anxious the whole time and still am. I didn’t drink but I also didn’t eat dinner because I was anxious. I feel hungry now but I’m scared to eat. I’m also worried my friends will get sick from drinking or that I’ll get sick from being around so many people. I hate that this happy thing has caused anxiety.
I’m going to go back to the house and eat soon. I ate this morning and this afternoon but didn’t have dinner. I’m scared to eat. There are chips I could have.
I’m also getting anxious because it’s late and we have to be out of the house we rented by 10am. And I’m worried I’ll feel sick if I don’t get enough sleep.