I am struggling with severe panic and I’m not talking panic attacks that last a few moments..it’s from the min I open my eyes until I close them at night. I have anxiety, severe panic and depression. Also a diagnosis of bipolar with only two manic episodes in 14 years. But my world is falling apart, my marriage is strained to the max...for many reasons but mainly caused by my health issues and mistakes I made while unaware and manic. I’m drowning in guilt and I have two beautiful daughters ages 8 and 3 that need their mommy back. I have lost such quality time with them as my panic has robbed me of making precious memories. I cannot get that time back. I cannot eat without feeling overwhelming nausea from my high anxiety. It’s awful. I’ve seen docs, tried so many meds and taking DBT classes, 3 hrs of class over 13 weeks and nothing simmers my overwhelming feelings. It’s debilitating. I cannot get out of bed, everything makes me panic, cleaning, doing any task and I’m hanging by a fine thread. I’m scared and my support system is not the best..Lost my mom and dad when I was 24, 9 months from each other...lots of trauma in my childhood...and now with broken trust in my marriage I feel horribly anxious. And sick to my stomach. I hate this. My girls deserve better. My husband deserves a supportive wife not a sick panic strickened wife. He’s at his wits end with me and I do not blame him. I’m lost and scared and have no clue out of thus daiky niggtmare.