Feels very frustrated

[Mohammad-341]

i am so frustrated with me that i have less appreciation for what i have and more craving for what i do not have . i also felt angry with Allah for not giving me economical security , health childhood , sexual , economical and other kind of abuse . i hate my parents who just abused me economically and leave me in this mental state.

i want to develop gratefulness and the feeling that if Allah wanted me to suffer i should accept it bcos his happiness should be my will .

this life is very short and this world is not everything but the hearafter life is more importent for which i am preparing less.

i dont know how can i forget my negative memory, thanks to advancement of communication technology now people dont look fwd to welcome each other they are self occupied.

[hypercat54]

Well if Allah provided all that there would be no mental health issues in any believers. That's not the case at all.

Therapy should help you so I recommend you seek some.

[Mohammad-341 in reply to hypercat54]

Undergoing therepy, they also ask me to be grateful

[cashew78 in reply to Mohammad-341]

learning proper gratefulness takes time and patience, especially after what it sounds like you've been through; be patient with yourself, god is certainly always is patient with you and creation

[Mohammad-341 in reply to cashew78]

U r right

[blackcat64013]

Hi Mohammad,Thank you your post.

You certainly seem to have a lot of automotive negative thoughts.

I guess you are tired of feeling bad for so long.

It's great that you are in a safe place, working in talking therapy sessions.

I hope and pray things will turn around for you soon🙏 🐈‍⬛

[Mohammad-341 in reply to blackcat64013]

Thank you so much for ur kind words