Message of Victory and Hope

[LifeisLikeGarden]

I started Spravato today. Already a major shift has happened with my thoughts. I feel lighter, no anxiety, no worries (and coming from someone with PTSD and panic attacks, this means a lot).

Spravato is amazing.

My abusers already saw a change in me, too, and have been unhappy about it and I. Do. Not. Care. It's an amazing feeling to not be shackled to fear, shame, anxiety and worry about what my abusers may want of me, may think of me, or be upset with me about.

I feel FREE.

One of my abusers said "You've changed."

And my first thought was, "Yes, that was my intention going into this."

For those with crippling anxiety, depression and PTSD - take it from someone who's been suicidal more times than I can remember or count... There is hope. I've found it. This medication has been a miracle already after one dose.

[Agora1]

You did it with Hope and Belief that it could and jt would happen.

I'm soooo happy for you. Embrace the feeling of being free.

Life is Good xx

[LifeisLikeGarden in reply to Agora1]

Thank you! Life is good. 😄

[baseballbabe]

That's amazing! I've never even heard of this drug. Is it new? Pill or injectable? I will definitely ask my doctor about it. I've been dealing with anxiety attacks since I was a kid, but I was misdiagnosed. I didn't get my ocd diagnosis until I was 21. I've been on more drugs than I can count. I hope it continues to work for you and the happiness in your voice remains! Good luck!

[LifeisLikeGarden in reply to baseballbabe]

It’s a nasal spray! Super new, no generic yet. But insurance covers if you’ve exhausted most antidepressant options. You do it in the psychiatrist’s office and they monitor you for 2 hours. It’s amazing. I’m sorry about your struggles! I hope you find relief yourself and I appreciate the sentiment!

[Nothing_but_books]

Oh my goodness I love it:

"and I. Do. Not. Care."

"and I. Do. Not. Care. "

"and I. Do. Not. Care. "

I want to cheer! You are on the right path. Amazing words.🎉🏆

"not be shackled to fear, shame, anxiety and worry about what my abusers may want of me, may think of me, or be upset with me about."

youtube.com/watch?v=6dYWe1c...(Not working as expected?)