Quetiapine

[Cinou]

I decreased 400 mg to 12.5 mg because I didn't feel the emotions like being happy or having a pleasure doing anything and also because of the extreme anxiety, I am now at 12.5 mg and I don't feel still no emotions except anxiety, I don't laugh and not even a smile, even nicotine doesn't stimulate dopamine in the reward system. My question is when do my emotions come back again? ,I have been suffering for 3 years and I have thoughts of suicide and I am very afraid of that. thank you for your reply.