Woke up depressed

[MetalEnjoyer]

I've made a lot of progress with understanding my problems. But its like ever time I try to get people together. Or do something I always get disappointed. I had a group get together to play some munchkin(DnD without the roll playing, basically loot RPG that you can backstab friends). The person who was hosting at their house literally flaked last second and everyone else was "busy". Even though I mentioned the idea WEEKS ago. We even planned it to be on the 20th. I even took PTO out for the day. Yet what happened was 2 hours at my friends house eating grill cheeses. With 3 other people. My friend, wife, and daughter. The only people who tried. It's like no one even lives anymore. All everyone does is work. It's all they do. Most of them aren't even in school right now. Its the end of the school year for them. It's like literally nothing has changed. I'm so sick and tired of working, sleeping, and repeating. I want to do something fun with friends, but all I do is nothing. I've been trying to pick up to hobbies, but its like what's the point if you can't share it with anyone. My wife can only do so much. I even worry about facing her and telling her about my problems because she already has so much to deal with. I want to do so much to help myself, but I don't know what to do anymore. It's like most people aren't even living.

[Dolphin14]

MetalEnjoyer

After college come the adult world of working, that's what we all look forward too..... little do we know after years and years it's overrated

Based on your age your friends are just starting careers? Eventually they will find balance.

People change and grow and what used to be doesn't always fit

Maybe picking new hobbies will lead you to new friendships

Best of luck

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