Feeling on edge.

[Rizo1]

We were lucky to have a dry day here. Had a nice walk. But I'm feeling on edge this evening. Thinking about the future, feeling sadness about my situation, unsettled. Nowhere feels like home. My family is not close at all. Only my Dad bothers. But we don't see one another that often as we dont live near. Life feels so difficult.

[Twinklystar1oo]

Hello Rizo it's me TwinklySunflower 🤗I'm sorry your unsettled I was the same with my living arrangements until last year then things changed for the better, I'm not sure of your home living arrangements, rest assured a lot of family's aren't close I hardly see mine only my mother every day we live close, where are you living who with, try not to over think on the future all we really have is today nothing is certain in life, I try to plan ahead a bit but it's just a waste of a day worrying about it, sending a hug sometimes fate has a way of sorting things out but we need to give it a helping hand 💛🌟

[Rizo1 in reply to Twinklystar1oo]

Hi Twinkly Sunflower 🌻🌻. Lovely to see you back. We'd missed you 🤗🤗. I hope you're managing as well as possible. Thank you for your kind words. I overthink a lot, things make me sad. I'm glad you're living arrangements are more settled now. It makes a difference. I'm sorry you don't see the rest of your family much. My family drifted apart many years ago . I live with my partner. But we aren't settled where we are. We aren't very good at deciding thingsl. Thank you for your hugs . Sending some straight back for you too. I'm grateful. You're such a caring and kind lady. Lots of love my friend ✨✨✨💜💜💜🤗🤗🤗

[Twinklystar1oo in reply to Rizo1]

Oh bless you that's very sweet of you to say 😊I'm same at been indecisive then I tend to make a rash decision on impulse then change my mind, I certainly need someone to make decisions for me, so your looking to move but where, I moved over looking a beautiful park but close to my mother and family I know there there if I need them but everyone's got there own life's work family etc, our environment certainly makes a difference to our well being ill try find a photo to help take your mind off things here's where I walk, write a list of wants and needs and practicality too of moving and where too, a new life change is often much needed new home new start 🤗💛🌟

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[Rizo1 in reply to Twinklystar1oo]

Ooo this is a beautiful photo Twinkly.😍😍 .Thank you for sharing. You're very lucky to have such lovely places to walk. Nature helps us a lot. It's my way of coping . Very relaxing being by the water. I understand, we all need a break . And have things going on in our daily lives too. I'm glad you've found a place where you feel comfortable. Those are very good suggestions. Thank you. I'll try to do that. I need lists in my life now. Makes it easier to tick things off as you do them. Lots of love to you ✨✨✨💜💜💛💛

[Twinklystar1oo in reply to Twinklystar1oo]

Here's pixiebob sure will bring a smile he had a sprain but ok after good rest and lots of fish,he sends his love and support too my house has plenty sun back way which I get to help keep my mood up when it's out, this is a big factor yiu need somewhere light sunny,also keeps the heating bills down 💙😹

Lol good job he never fell off 😁

[Rizo1 in reply to Twinklystar1oo]

Ooo Pixie. Bless him. They find all the best places 😻😻. He's loving it there in the sun. That made me smile😊. I'm sorry he had a sprain. But glad he's recovered now. He's a tough cookie. You're right there. Have to be careful with the heating, especially these days. Things are so expensive. It's nice to have the warmth from the sun coming into the room 💜💜💜😻😻☀️☀️

[Twinklystar1oo in reply to Rizo1]

He's a tough cat with his dad been Bengal my seasonal associated disorder wasn't too bad this winter as I got in that room and got the sunlight I'm sure this will inspire you on your next home search I hope you can and I'm sure you will find somewhere that makes you happy and settled, everything starts as a thought I always wanted to live in one of the houses like the one I have I was in process of buying another lol I dropped out as this house came back on sale I kept visualizing myself there🙄I couldn't get it out my mind, I didn't know the buyer had dropped out and something made me put note through I went went round the back the couple were in the garden said the buyers just dropped out, decide what you want your dream home to be and follow your dream im.a great example dreams can come true😁 I'll say night night see you tomorrow sleep well with these thoughts 💛🌟💙😹xx

[Rizo1 in reply to Twinklystar1oo]

We do love our furbabies . They're very precious 😻😻. I'm glad your SAD hasn't been as bad. I get that too. All the rain we've had , gets me down. Having the sunlight coming in helps such a lot. We need that boost. Be glad to see the drier days coming now. Oh Twinkly . You were meant to have the house you're living in now. It's funny how things work out. You must have been over the moon to see it back on the market. You get a feeling for a place I think. I'm glad you're settled there. Gives me hope we'll find something. Night night lovely lady. Hope you'll sleep well. Glad to chat with you this evening. Sending you lots of love . See you tomorrow 🌙🌙☀️☀️💜💜🤗🤗😻😻💛💛

[Twinklystar1oo in reply to Rizo1]

You take care and have a chat with your partner and start browsing potential places,on internet,follow your heart and intuition, yes I'm glad we got to chat I wanted to let you know I'm back 😁 yes can't believe I'm living here,I was over the moon right close by the moon that's me Venus the twinklystar full moon next week I posted yesterday about the night sky hopefully we will see the moon together 🙏🌝💛🌟

[Rizo1 in reply to Twinklystar1oo]

Thank you Twinkly. I will do. It's been an ongoing situation for a long time now. We aren't great at making decisions 😌. I'm glad to see you back here. Luna will be pleased to see you aswell. 😁 . It's lovely to look up and see the moon and stars. Looks so peaceful. Let's hope we will. Be magical . I'll keep looking out for it. Nighty night lovely lady. Sleep well. 🙏🌙🌙🌙✨✨✨🌝🌝☀️☀️🌼🌼🌼🫶🫶💜💜💛💛🤗🤗🤗

[Agora1]

Hi Rizo1, embrace the beautiful day you had today after all that is all we have,

the present moment. As Twinklystar stated we can't worry about the future

as it can change on a dime.

As for no where feeling like home, remember Life is what we make it. xx

[Rizo1 in reply to Agora1]

HI Agora. I remember you from when I first joined. You're always very kind . Thank you for your reply 🤗🤗. I will try too . I'm fortune I can get out and go for walks. I know many are unable too. As I'm getting older I tend to think more about life on general. Yes, you're right there. I wish I had more confidence to make things better . Hope you're keeping as well as possible too. 💜💜🤗🤗 xx

[Cosmia]

I wish you could have your family nearby, Rizo and I'm sorry you're feeling unsettled today. I understand the sadness and uncertainty. Sending my love and big hugs my dear friend 🫂❤️💜💚

[Rizo1 in reply to Cosmia]

Hi Cosmia. Thank you so much my lovely friend. Family is complicated. Just makes you think about stuff from the past a lot. I'm just sorry you understand the sadness too. Wish I could make us both feel better, we both get wary and worry about the future. Holding your hand my dear friend. Glad you're here Cos. Sending you lots of love and big hugs always 💜💜💚💚♥️♥️🫂🫂🫂🐶🐱