I hate Myself

[HateMyself]

I've always struggled with anxiety and depression. Even struggled with anorexia to find a way to forget the pain. I can't say I've totally recovered but at least my mindset is healthier. I hate how people are always talking about me these days and how they say the most hurtful and untrue things. I'm hurt because I'm easily moved by people's words and I just want to find a way out of here. I'm tired and hurting and in need of a better guide or direction. I'm lost and I don't know which way to go. What do I do? Life sucks

[kenster1]

ignore the gossips and the haters walk tall with your head held high you`ve come through tough times so be proud of yourself.

[cashew78]

i find that people can only think in terms of stereotypes and boxes. if you exhibit one sign of their notion of being one way they put you in one box to make their lives easier, ie- not have to think about how dynamic an individual can actually be. thinking, for them, is hard. you've been thinking through your whole ordeal, you've been thinking since. That makes you the expert and, sadly, that makes them smaller minded and unable to function without a set of blinders on. if you can tune-out the pointless noise they generate, then listening to what direction YOU want or need to take becomes a little easier. It's not easy; I still am affected by other people's words quite easily and have grappled with this for decades. good luck, and be kind to yourself