When does this end!!!!

[Alexapal]

I know I posted earlier but I can't take it have not moved from my bed I do brush my hair it's falling out. My mom looks so sad and I am z horrible daughter for being like this. I am waiting one hour and a half on crisis line!! I am in pain mental and physical and emotional. I never ever imagined I would turn out this way. It is hard to accept. I have to accept that I am somehow going through the worst darkness of my life and I have been through so many traumas but never like this. My hair my body image is horrible. I keep beating myself up all day/night. I am really really scared to go get admitted to the hospital. I am not doing anything at all I feel like everything is falling apart. I am honestly exhausted from all the guilt and shame.

[Dolphin14]

Alexapal

How are you feeling right now? Your post has been up a few hours.

Did you hear from the crisis line? What was the outcome?

🐬

[dutchgirl71]

You have made it through 100% of your worst days! You will make it through this! Pick just 1 thing to do…and do it. Even if it’s to just brush your teeth. Small steps…you got this! It will get better.

[Alexapal in reply to dutchgirl71]

I am at hospital. Got here at 3pm it is now midnight they checked me in I am scared. Waiting yonsee psychiatrist.

[dutchgirl71 in reply to Alexapal]

Good…you are getting the help you need! You got this!

[Agora1 in reply to Alexapal]

Alexapal, You are Safe. It's what you need right now.

Help is all around you. You will be okay. Keeping you in

my thoughts. I care xx

[Alexapal in reply to Agora1]

I am currently in the Hospital they are keeping me for the second night and tomorrow I get evaluated. They said the hospital I was at should have kept me there and taken me seriously as I was there for 4 weeks suffering in class when I should havd been admitted to sort the meds and my suffering. I an upstairs because this could have been dealt with in January.

[Agora1 in reply to Alexapal]

That's a shame Alexapal that you suffered as long as you have.

I'm glad they will now be addressing the seriousness of your suffering.

You must be on a regular floor in that they allow you to have your phone.

Keep us updated when you go home. Right now this is about taking care

of you. My best to you dear xx