final move to get back on track again

[Need2beMeAgain23]

my anxiety was really bad because I was moving back the area where I lived with my ex boyfriend n so much happened to point he has threatened my life so I have hiding at friends house for 4 days but I had a good friend who became very supportive of my situation so he came over stayed with me and my son I had take my anxiety medicine today to calm down but I don’t want things get out hard it was a great relationship till September of last year it became toxic to the point a week today I punched the door hallway after seeing pictures I couldn’t do it anymore but now he’s bashing my name to his family then started telling my family so much things that I stole money I been hiding and crying four days my depression wouldn’t let me get out of bed! I got on church prayer every morning to help me out as I lay here my anxiety has calm down because I have some one by my side for tonight! I know I didn’t nothing wrong it was him destroying the relationship with texting calling n hanging out at bars but they are co workers! He mad cuz i left without him knowing till he got home read the letter I wrote then all hell broke loose from there!

[Starrlight]

Im here for you. Youve been through so much. Be gentle with yourself.

[Need2beMeAgain23 in reply to Starrlight]

I appreciate that so much I need support that always positive and sharing experiences with me and I am trying by best each day