My only wish is to find someone to talk with

[just_moss]

Hi

I hope this post will find someone who can HELP me cuz am totally collapsed

I have a long long loooooong painful love story with some girl who I love more than any one on earth! but 4 months ago she fainted suddenly and she lost her consciousness for more than 4 hours! every one around her at the hospital thought she is dead and started to cry until she wake up again, after this black day we know from the doctor that she has brain damage😭

now she takes more than 14 doses of medicine every day, medicine that have very bad side effects, she is depressed all the day and the only thing she thinks about is "Death", she broke my heart when she said she doesn't love me anymore and she wants me to get away from her!

after one day she called me and apologized and told me she fainted and saw death but she miraculously survived after the ambulance arrived, so she thought about trying making me hate her so when she dies, I don't get hurt, but she quickly felt guilty and called me again

but even when she called me again I fell like she is another person, she became cold with almost no emotions, she even ignores me and reply my messages after 6 hours at least! its very painful i feel like the person who i loved is dead and now i'm talking to someone else who will also die soon

for a hole 10 years we were the most innocent lovers and for a hole year we were the happiest couple in the world, but now her emotions has died and she will die soon due to her illness and all i can do is just sitting and watching her suffering without being able to help her i can't even talk to her cuz she doesn't want to talk to anyone even me😢 in the past, my only wish in this life was to marry her and live together, now I only wish to die before her.😢💔

[LoveforAll41]

I am so sorry just_moss. This is a tragic story. I wish you peace, strength, and hope. ☮️ It sounds like the person you did love has changed beyond recognition, and if she does not want to talk to you I don't know what to say other than to celebrate the relationship you once had and work on moving on.