Please someone talk to me

[just_moss]

Hi

I hope this post will find someone who can HELP me cuz am totally collapsed

I have a long long loooooong painful love story with some girl who I love more than anyone on earth! but 4 months ago she fainted suddenly and she lost her consciousness for more than 4 hours! Everyone around her at the hospital thought she was dead and started to cry until she woke up again after this black day we know from the doctor that she had brain damage😭

now she takes more than 14 doses of medicines every day, medicine that have very bad side effects, she is depressed all day and the only thing she thinks about is "Death", she broke my heart when she said she doesn't love me anymore and she wants me to get away from her!

after one day she called me and apologized and told me she fainted and saw death but she miraculously survived after the ambulance arrived, so she thought about trying to make me hate her so when she dies, I don't get hurt, but she quickly felt guilty and called me again

but even when she called me again I felt like she is another person, she became cold with almost no emotions, she even ignores me and reply my messages after 6 hours at least! it's very painful i feel like the person who I loved is dead and now I'm talking to someone else who will also die soon

for a whole 10 years we were the most innocent lovers and for a whole year we were the happiest couple in the world, but now her emotions have died and she will die soon due to her illness and all i can do is just sitting and watching her suffering without being able to help her i can't even talk to her cuz she doesn't want to talk to anyone even me😢 in the past, my only wish in this life was to marry her and live together, now I only wish to die before her.😢💔

[Starrlight]

❤️

[just_moss in reply to Starrlight]

Thank you😥

[gajh]

I just want you to know that I care.

[just_moss in reply to gajh]

you are the first one to say this😪

[gajh in reply to just_moss]

I am so sorry that you aren't hearing that from a lot of people in your life.

[just_moss in reply to gajh]

just wanna say thank you, your reply calmed my heart while i was crying

[gajh in reply to just_moss]

You are welcome. Just let me know if you want to talk more. I am here.

[just_moss in reply to gajh]

I can't talk now i just wanna cry so hard until i fall asleep

But sometimes I fell the need of talking to someone, can I send you a message then?

[gajh in reply to just_moss]

Yes absolutely. I hope you are able to sleep. Good night.

[just_moss in reply to gajh]

Thanks😭😭