Scared of new year part 2

[Against_the_current]

So my leg is sprained and i have bronchitis. I'm home with drinking self-pity mom. Here i will be asleep in best case scenario and in worst mom will be abusing me because she's drunk and lonely. Even sis is going out. I have this superstition however you meet the new year, that's how it will be and you see my best scenario is to not celebrate at all and ignore it.

[Kitsune-Udon]

The new year is nothing to fear and it shouldn't be your focus, in my opinion. Like any other day, it's as special or as mundane as you choose it to be. Focus on you and your health. Right now, nothing else matters. You have got to come first.

[Against_the_current in reply to Kitsune-Udon]

Thank you. Needed to hear that

[SoporRose in reply to Kitsune-Udon]

Kitsune-Udon has it right. Please don’t decide this day will determine all the others. It’s just another day. It’s not even a new year for everyone. When you are well, that will be your new year.