Anxiety and upset

[Need2beMeAgain23]

my boyfriend just came from the bar pretty wasted I was ok with it because I have my time to myself with out being bothered but my anxiety kick really bad when his phone vibrates and and a woman name but he didn’t answer it he wasted on the bed so I read the message she sent I couldn’t handle it my anxiety is still high I’m still shaking and face is hot so I woke him up saying why is a woman calling and texting at this hour so he said she at the bar she found out that she had breast cancer really I had to leave the room because I’m really upset and I can’t deal with lies anymore I talked to him what’s going with me lately and he said nothing much about it and. Got dressed to go the bar! He lied just like he was there console her why he called me saying come to the bar and talk with her since your cancer survivor! He’s a main contributor lately to my anxiety and depression

[gajh]

I am sorry that your boyfriend is a main contributor lately of your anxiety and depression. Are you in therapy? Do you have anyone supportive in your life?

[Need2beMeAgain23 in reply to gajh]

No I am not in therapy it’s my first time that I’m actually looking and talking about it I don’t where to begin at time

[gajh in reply to Need2beMeAgain23]

Well I am glad you are here talking. Hopefully that will help you.

[Need2beMeAgain23 in reply to gajh]

I appreciate it and I hope that it help me along the way!

[Need2beMeAgain23]

That the thing the person I use to wouldn’t play that game but with him it’s something I can’t understand why I’m putting up with and also I’m looking now to find a way to get on my own. I don’t have family out where I live but I need a place of my own so I can find myself again and deal with all the anxiety and depression like I have Recently which cause my health to go downhill as well