While going through my private hell...

[wittsend0]

Holidays, selling or giving away most of what I own. Trying to leave the state, but nothing wants me to get out of here. And on top of all the stress I am already feeling, a past relationship that was absolutely toxic, she decided to reach out to me and coerce me to make her life better. I tried being polite and finally stated we were toxic for each other, no, can't help. I won't go there again.

Why does the universe do crap like this?

Always at the absolute worst possible time.

I have said it before.

I must have been an evil son of a bitch in a past life.

Because I know I don't deserve it from this one.

[davidthecoder]

Hey wittsend,

I hope you get to where you want to be, since you mentioned you want to leave the state. I don't really feel like I belong where I am and have been wanting to leave as well. Kind of feel a bit trapped but I am working on it. Don't feel safe here since we got little gangsters running around here.

Anyways thought I would show support since I've felt the same way as some of what you said, so I get it. Glad to have you here in this group.

[wittsend0 in reply to davidthecoder]

Thanks for the Share

[CL3V3R-G1RL]

I hope you get out of there. I can understand that feeling like the universe is out to get you. As if you are being punished for a past crime that you gotten away with but can't remember what it was.

I'm glad you told your toxic ex that you can't help. My brother can't seem to disconnect from his. Yeah he doesn't talk to her on the regular but she can still get at him to harass him.

Wishing you better days 🫂❤️

[wittsend0 in reply to CL3V3R-G1RL]

Its been years since she popped up. It’s the Why now , just gets to me. More stress added , at the worst possible time. thanks

[Midori]

You did something right, telling the ex- GF she no longer has a hold on you! Well Done! Moving seems absolutely daunting, I know (I have done it many times), and yes it can seen soul destroying at times. Just keep plugging on.

Cheers, Midori

[wittsend0 in reply to Midori]

I'm a repeat offender for allowing people to use me and walk all over me. Saying no wasn’t even a choice at this point. It was strictly survival mode.