I just realized I threw away 5k to save 5 k. By not just leaving everything behind.

[wittsend0]

Now I'm having a really bad anxiety attack.

I'm so sick of being blind to the obvious.

Been trying to leave the town for months and can't get out of my own way.

[litethatnevergoesout]

I’m proud of you for not leaving it for someone else to have to deal with. that’s a rare quality. my dad did teach me a few things that’s one.

[wittsend0 in reply to litethatnevergoesout]

Thanks... something positive.

[LadyZen]

I've experienced similar situations. It's difficult, but we learn as we go.

[wittsend0 in reply to LadyZen]

At this age, one would hope I would have learned by now. thanks

[LadyZen in reply to wittsend0]

I'm almost 50, and I'm still learning.

[wittsend0 in reply to LadyZen]

I'm 60 in Feb... I hope I'll always learn. Just not repeat stupid mistakes.

[LadyZen in reply to wittsend0]

I guess we have to forgive ourselves too.

[wittsend0 in reply to LadyZen]

That is a skill I sorely lack.

[SayNOtoPanic]

It’s ok. Just keep on and I’m sure you’re doing your best. We all have those struggles at times. You’re not alone. Prayers up to you. Just do deep breathing and give yourself some meditation time or a nice walk. Don’t let your thoughts take you down the rabbit hole. Hang in there.

[wittsend0 in reply to SayNOtoPanic]

Thanks Its amazing how much deep breathing helps

[SayNOtoPanic in reply to wittsend0]

Yes Amen to it no joke. 👍🏻

[ladybyrd]

We never really get away from ourselves, no matter were we go. I know your feeling anxious, push through if you can and remember the things you've already learned and apply them to this situation. Your stronger than you think. Many hugs

[wittsend0 in reply to ladybyrd]

thanks