No one to turn to anymore

[thesauceisgonnaburn]

I've been really lonely for some time now, and at this point, I feel genuinely scared to try and talk to anyone or go anywhere just because I know they'll be able to see right through me. Everyone else left because I was this way, and there's not exactly anything special about me anyways, so how could I expect anyone to give me the time of day? I wish I could just go back to when I was able to hide all this better, at least then I could still feel like I wasn't completely alone in the world. Now, the most contact I get with a person anymore is from the suicide hotline; which is what brought me here. If I haven't started losing hope before, I definitely am now.

[gajh]

Welcome. I am so glad that the suicide hotline sent you here. You will meet lots of people who understand and care. You do not have to be alone anymore.

[Arymretep]

Hi, and welcome, we are all here for each other

[Shnookie]

So glad U came here. Welcome 🙏 to HU. We R here to support U. Please feel free to express yourself here.

[HipHopHead]

Posting here shows you still have some hope and that’s promising. Community and connections can come in many forms. This is a great place to start.

[Dolphin14 in reply to HipHopHead]

Welcome to the community

I see you are new also

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[Hidden in reply to HipHopHead]

Welcome to you both hope you find it helpful here it's a great community 🤗

[kenster1]

welcome aboard you have all of us to turn too now.

[Dolphin14]

Welcome to the community. There are many kind, understanding people here. You are not alone.

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[P1987]

we are here for you. And certainly understand that feeling of loneliness. When you need people, the most, they always disappear. And that’s why I came here too and it has made things better for me. I read posts from other people dealing with similar situations and support to let me know I wasn’t the only one dealing with this. It's helped me so much.

[Midori]

Welcome to the community. We are a caring bunch, all with problems and depression in one way or another, but all of us at different stages of recovery. You are in the right place here. Pull up a chair and start posting, let us know how we can help.

Cheers, Midori