Hello all. I mysteriously found myself on this forum while searching my usual RLS (Restless Limb Syndrome) forum for people with RLS who had undergone IV ketamine treatment and whether or not it caused their RLS to flare up.
Fyi, RLS is another "invisible disease," like anxiety and depression, and most people with RLS suffer from both. I have read that 95% of people with refractory RLS (that means not responding to the usual treatments (there is no cure, just lots of drugs, with bad side effects) have a suicide plan. I have several.
My story is very long and complicated. Briefly, I am 62, a physician, retired early because I became too sleep-deprived to continue safely taking care of patients. After giving up my work and my sense of purpose, I gradually had to give up all the things that brought me joy, because I was just too sleepy to function. Depression and suicidal ideation began creeping in, as well as anxiety--I never know if I will be able to handle the things that everyday life throws at you, or if I will be too cognitively impaired from sleep-deprivation to respond correctly, and that make me very anxious.
Lately, I find myself ruminating on suicide almost daily. As a means of escape. I don't want to do that, though, because I don't want to cause my dear wife suffering and loneliness.
Serotinergic drugs all make RLS worse, sometimes horribly, as in unable to relax for even an instant, day or night. So all SSRIs, SNRIs, tricyclics are contraindicated. Bupropion didn't work.
My talk therapist was nice, but couldn't help the kind of neurochemical dysfunction I have.
I recently tried psilocybin mushrooms (I have memories of wonderful experiences in college) but failed to do my research carefully enough. Turns out psilocybin is a POTENT serotonin enhancer. I had a miserable afternoon trying to "rest" and enjoy the trip, with the expectation of miraculous relief of depression a la Michael Pollan, and instead found myself writhing and twitching for several hours. (If you don't have RLS don't take this as any kind of warning against psilocybin).
I tried TMS, but the first session caused intense pain in my eye that previously had a retinal detachment, so they had to decrease the intensity. My research the next day revealed 2 cases in which TMS appeared to precipitate retinal tears or detachments (in my case, if it occurred in my functioning eye, I would be blind). Another potentially life-saving treatment denied me.
That left ketamine. I read the research studies showing good responses in refractory MDD, especially in relieving suicidal thoughts. I was very hopeful (hope itself is a great antidepressant, while it lasts). I am scheduled to start treatments October 22.
Then, remembering my experience with mushrooms, I looked deeper. Turns out ketamine does increase seritonin. It also increases brain glutamate, another neurotransmitter implicated in RLS.
I have not found any research studies confirming that subanesthetic doses of IV ketamine cause exacerbations of RLS so I turned to the best source of real information: patient support groups!
So here I am. Finally. Is there anyone on this forum with RLS who has undergone IV ketamine therapy for depression, and was it Heaven or was it Hell??
If you read all that, thank you! Wishing you all a restful night's sleep and a quiet mind.