I'm in a critical condition. That's why I can't write or reply. I can't even play videogames or wash the dishes. All i do is panic and cry all day.
A psychic approached me on Instagram. I told her I'm struggling. Wish i never replied. We did some rituals. I'm going crazy with her demons and rituals and stuff. Today she told me mom has a really agressive spiritual husband that makes her drink and abuse her and it would take her materials to chase him away. The materials cost is insane. 850 Bulgarian currency. I thought about giving it but i need money in this inflation in case i decide to move out, get kicked out or if dad or mom stop my funds. I tried to call crisis lines, one just told me im stupid for trusting a psychic and i should go to therapy. Wish i saved the previous rituals money for therapy. Situation in East Europe is insane. I was just desperate for mom to stop it. Especially after i hate my accommodation and after brokers drive me insane.
I tried to reach out to a service for mental health but they sent my same Freudian psychologist and she was offended from the last time and i don't like her but that's the free option.
I'M REALLY GOING CRAZY, CAN'T DO ANYTHING BUT CRY. I NEED HELP
Also wondering if mom really has this demon and if i could get rid of her behaviour. Also worried that if i break the relationships with the shaman, she might hex me. Please help