Anxiety and Depression…Yup.

[OnlyHuman86]

I don’t even know where to start. I’m 37 and have been with the same man since I was 19. He used to be my best friend, now he just feels like a roommate. We have always had our issues but they have been a lot worse in the last couple years. There’s sooooo much more to this. I’m being very surface level. I guess I just needed to express my feelings somewhere. Not really sure what I’m looking for here. I needed to focus on something other than this deep hurt in my chest. I’m tired of crying and no one holding me. I miss being loved. I hate that I know what a narcissist is now… Sorry guys, thanks for listening.

[richitadutta]

Hello friend, you are at the right place as here we listen to people without judging them. We all are going through something and may be finding it difficult where to express our feelings as no one cares eventually. But in this platform, we all are strangers but yet friends and can share our thoughts without fear of being judged or betrayed. You can share more so that you can feel better. We are here to listen to you without any complains 😊

[OnlyHuman86 in reply to richitadutta]

Thank you for the kind words. I really do like it here. I don't write here often but I read the posts and it helps to see others who can relate to me. I will definitely share more. It just takes me a little time to open up fully. When I do I’m glad there will be people like you here to support.

[Thankfulforhelp22]

Sorry to hear you are feeling bad. Relationships change over time because people change. You have a right to be happy and deserve to be cared for.

[OnlyHuman86 in reply to Thankfulforhelp22]

Thank you for saying that. I need that validation sometimes.

[Grandmakris]

Relationships are complicated. I am so sorry that you are not getting your needs met now.

[curly-quavers]

hi there, sorry for the sad feelings your having to deal with. It is hard to give advice as we dont know your situation, but you can be assured many of us oldies have been through this many times before. If you feel he is preoccupied and your feeling like this maybe try talking to him. sometimes you do have to start fresh and move on in life even if it hurts. There are other options of course but that will be for you to decide and what you may want in life. I am one of those cat ladies, I have had many bad relationships and sick of controlling people so I have given up for now as too much has happened and I need head space. so heres a big hug and if you would like to chat anytime you are welcome.

big hug from teddy to you.