I took mirtazapine and it made me suicidal. I feel I have an urge to kill myself but it was unconscious I don't know how to describe it. But I felt it in a really bad way. Now, my gp gave me valdoxan. Does anyone use it and if you can share experience please do.
I'm scared to take them and the same time I feel horrible,mood swing, unable to sleep. I need medications, I feel lost.
Wow, I'm sorry to hear about the mirtazipine. It works for me but I know we are all different. From some studies I've read, Valdoxan has a better response rate than most SSRIs for SNRIs by about 10 percent. What I don't understand is the half life of Valdoxan is 1-2 hours so it will get through your system very fast. Even Xanax has a half life of 11 hours! I guess I don't understand the science unless you take it several times a day. I'm so sorry to hear you are struggling. One day, one moment, one second at a time!
I'm so sorry your in that space right now. I distracted myself when my meds made me worse by blasting anime. I would highly recommend reaching out to suicide hotline and maybe a watch center. Talk to your gp even about the fears so they can ease you with you knowing what to expect. I hope someone else can let you know about those meds.
Can you guys read and give me advice? 
Can someone help me with my hyper vigilance?
looking for someone who can relate
Someone help me to think positively
