Can someone tell me everything's gonna be alright?

[INEEDHELPPPPPP]

I can't feel myself anymore. I just wanna live a life without people. I always left behind and I am such a burden. My parents always leave me literally. I don't what to do,Nobody loves me. I wanna disappear but at the same time I wanna finish my studies and all.

[Hidden]

I understand. If you ever need to talk I'm here

[Agora1]

INEEDHELP, the best thing you can do right now is be alone

and work on your studies. This is about you and your future.

People come and go in our lives. Our first duty is to ourselves

in achieving our goals and dreams. The day will come when

love will find you. When you least expect it and the time is right.

Good Luck on your studies. Everything is going to be all right. xx

[Hidden]

Maybe you have time to learn to love yourself if you don’t love or even like yourself when your by yourself well how will others be able to?

Things to do when your alone. Get out a notebook and journal. If your afraid to do that alone go to the library and be alone with other folks.

Draw doodle write poetry write notes about someone’s eyebrows not matching, read about anxiety read about astrology or psychology read or if you can’t walk and breath listen to music but take a deep breath whenever you can. Notice if it’s your hormones? Sometimes right before my time I get progesterone racing through my veins and it feels horrible I use cbd or just smoke a bowl. Yoga alone is ok and there are absolutely a million guys who would video chat with you. Anyone really.

It’s just a moment then it passes your gonna be alright your special only one of you in the universe. Your loved you still have parents their still alive your lucky.

[Agora1 in reply to Hidden]

Beautiful reassuring post unicorntears... xx

[NeuronerdDoaty]

I do not people well. I would adore life without people. I suck at life. I would really like to learn to adult. Mind you I’m quite good at my profession.

I’m the lone wolf in my family. Our families love us. There’s always a person in the family that looks like an odd puzzle piece. We’re either loners or really smart or artsy when the others are scientists (the other way for me). Our personalities are making our own roads instead of following along.

We have to put ourselves in the crowd when we want to do something. They love us but don’t know how to communicate with us. So, we communicate our needs. You can say what you want. Go where you want.

You are lovable. You are worthy.

Doaty

[Hidden]

Hello, most of us had been through rough times in our lives. Nothing lasts forever. All these emotions you are feeling one day will be gone and replaced with happiness.

Focus on finishing your studies and let it be your everyday goal, a reason to find strength and go on for each day. It will be your ticket for a better life and future.

[Windyred]

Hey there! I know our parents treatment of us can really impact us socially and mentally. But your worth isn’t tied to them. You are wonderful just as you are! You have ambition to finish school and are courageous for reaching out. I’m sure they do love you and don’t understand how to show it. But most importantly love yourself!

[Amirsoma]

Hey dear, you are never alone because whenever you think you're just that you're strong. Example

"Trees never call birds to seat on them but only Birds come and they go. And still a tree remains alone. But remember this tree has strong roots ,branches and fruits that always attracts those birds. "

Dear friend you're that tree, and you have life that is the roots and branches the fruits are the things you and those you aspire to get. The birds are the people who comes into you life.

Because you're strong and firm that is why sometimes you those moments that makes smile and forgot those worries.

So dear friend concentrate you're studies you will get fruits at the end and always remember never to force getting friends but those who want be friends will always appear to you.

All the best.

[Daphne2222]

I feel the same way after being diagnosed with a rare genetic terminal illness almost a decade ago, causing Tonic/Clonic Seizures, Trans Ischemic Attacks, now recently the Left Renal Vein Entrapment Syndrome, A Pelvic Bone Island & having no quality insurance or enough money to see a professional Therapist, I'm so lonely I contemplate suicide instead of waiting to die. Especially, the block of communication caused by seizures & small strokes. Everyone has abandoned me - no one cares. Even if it were not for my adopted 'Puppy Mill' dog rescued by a local Shelter, I adopted & am nursing back to health; I'd end my life.

[Daphne2222]

I worked for so long & earned a certain level of money that I never qualify for the help, my medical health debts are beginning to ruin my credit, & I can't barely afford to eat. I've applied for every program & always miss qualifying by a few dollars; albeit, I'm not disabled, it is not enough to survive & can no longer afford a professional Psychologist, I once could when I was employeed, had quality insurance, & was around people. But, once it was clear that living with CADASIL (killed my Grandpa, Dad, now killing my brother & me) which causes serious Tonic/Clonic Seizures & Trans Ischemic Strokes, which result in serious injury - one is completely abandoned. I don't see myself hanging on much longer. I never know when I'll be conscious: I've had seizures in public, at my Neurologist office, while on the phone, Trans-Ischemic Strokes on the phone, so people can't understand me. So, I live w' ith the diagnosed Anxiety & Depression daily - having to walk or take the bus to appointments, stores, etc. I could be dead alone for days, no one checks on me, so no one would know. I worry most about my adopted little poodle, who would be trying to wake me to get something to eat or go out & she wouldn't understand I'd be dead - but no one cares. If you don't have money, great job, live in a nice neighborhood, or ability to drive; as a once did - you are abandoned. One wouldn't think that would happen & it's shocking! But, no one will be there, when you need soooo much help. Even though, I've never abandoned others. It doesn't make sense, when it doesn't take money for others' to simply reach out - they don't! I truly can't take it any more! People lie, they say, "money means nothing - not true!" When, I was doing well financially family & friends kept in touch, as I was always giving, now I need (not their money) just a little phone call or even a ride - no one has time or cares!!! And, there is nothing I can do. And, most Doctors don't care any longer either - in & out!

[Daphne2222]

meant to say....albeit, I'm NOW not NOT disabled due to living with genetically diagnosed CADASIL - the little I qualify for makes my terminal illness worse...when one is dying mental health help is crucial but if you worked your whole life....the programs one qualify is zilch!

[Daphne2222]

I even tried an Anxiety Group (that were allowed to self-diagnosis themselves) and the Instructors only had to have a professional mental health diagnosis & 6 wks. internal NAMI (National Alliance for the Mentally Ill) office training. Yet, not one person in the whole internal organization (locally - Erie, PA) had a Professional Psychology/Psychiatry degree. The Executive Director had a MBA, which is great for Finance & raising money; but, the group ended causing me more anxiety. It seemed most were there possibly because they were required as a release from jail or drug programs. No one teaching had a professional degree of any kind; either, it was a big disaster. I wish I could still work & had professional insurance, because for one year I was able to see a professional Psychologist, who was helping me cope with living with a terminal illness, but once disable & on Medicare (yet not qualifying for Medicaid or Medigap) I pay out more in medical debt, now than ever & there is no money left for a $40-$60 copay to see a Psychologist. I had a 20 year career in working at a Coorporate level at GE & other executive offices & once they moved, I finished my Master's Education & Reading Specialist Certificate, we completed Student Teaching, prior to professional employment. I even wrote NAMI'S CEO & asked why some type of- relative to the field (Psychology/Psychiatry) Instruction isn't done - no response. But, then he is a health insurance salesman.!?! I could only find 1 Psychologist & 1 Educator (only with a Bachelor's degree) employeed within (nationwide) NAMI (National Alliance for the Mentally Ill) & that was it! And, no one working professionally in the field, locally. My New Neurologist is on the Board of Directors, locally recently this year), they collect money, the good intent might be there & it looks good on the resume, but those who suffering with mental illness; especially (with terminal illness) that need the help aren't getting it! Why?$!