Been here again π I've been kick out by my mother's house. I've nowhere to go and I don't to be burden by staying in my relatives. I feel lost, Its so heavy in my heart right now I didn't know what to do anymore i have no money to start with i want to work while studying, that's the only thing i can promise myself with. I really want to study but i need to find a work first so i can support myself i have this kind of disease in my eyes that need an a glasses just able to see, to be cleared. I'm not look neat to work in restaurants or whatev. I don't know. I just wanted to take my life coz i can't do this anymore.
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You're not a burden. Ask your relatives for help, they'll understand your situation, and they might even help you collect enough money for new eyeglasses. Once you find a place to stay at, you need to find the strength in yourself to keep going on and focus on getting out of that situation. Make yourself look presentable for a job and apply for one, with enough persistence, you'll find one that suits you. Of course, this probably won't happen from one day to another, it's ok to have some time to yourself to vent some feelings, and if you need someone to talk to about your situation, me and a lot of other people here are willing to listen. Just remember that, if you point yourself towards a better life, it will get better., and you're not alone.
I am not very familiar with the Philippines, but hopefully the following will help. Go to a social services office and explain your problem and ask for help with housing, food, glasses and assistance finding a job. If that does not work, go to a church and ask the pastor what he thinks you should do. Many churches will help people with problems.
If you are able to explain, why did your mother kick you out?
I hope you can find some support soon and I agree with others that you should ask your relatives for help - that's what family is for. I know it's hard, but that just may be what you have to do right now and later, when you are doing well, you will be able to help them. I'm sorry you are having such a hard time.
I'm very sorry! It's so hard to feel so bad and to have big problems. I'm very sorry you also have problems with your vision. Where I live, there is a Department of Children and Families that provides assistance to people with need of food, housing, and medical care. We also have an office that helps with career training and job placement. I'm not familiar with how things work where you live, but I want to encourage you to seek help at places that exist to help the public. And I hope that the relationships with all your family improve a lot. Would it be possible for you to attend a local church? You could make some new friends there. You could also ask a pastor to pray for you. We don't have to go through suffering and hardships alone. God is present everywhere, and He is always willing to listen to us and to help us. God has followers who care about others, and it'd be good for you to meet some of them. Take care of yourself. Each one of us matters a lot to God, and each one of us is important to him!