Depression can come from so MANY variables...it's a true guessing game for each individual patient to find the right combination of therapies that work best for their chemistry and personal interests, too.
The birthplace of depression in each one of us is different, multifaceted and profound. DNA, trauma, physical health, environment, upbringing, conditioning, addiction... it takes a lifetime of experience to find the bottom of the barrel. It took me 47 years and a crap ton of health issues and trauma to lose my will to live. Difference now is that I finally have a semblance of self awareness and purpose. I'm learning to set boundaries for myself and others. I don't want to be controlled BY my impulses and emotions, I'm learning to respond TO them, instead. Small shift in perspective, big shift in quality of mental health.
What motivates me is completely different for every other person. That's the challenge and beauty of healing. I absolutely had to forge my own path. Following someone else's journey did not liberate me as I thought it would. I thought I could ride the coat-tails of a guru or monk or Buddhist teacher to find enlightenment just as they had...nope, didn't work. I am definitely inspired and motivated by other's successes and insight every single day, but the honest hard reality is that my growth only comes from within and it takes longer than I'd expected!
Right now, everyone is walking their own path that lead us to HU. This forum has brought us together from all over the world. All our collective paths have converged and are kinda running parallel to each other during this brief moment in time. Eventually we'll go our separate ways and our paths will spider outward across the globe...but we'll carry with us the knowledge and, hopefully wisdom, that being here for our mental health has afforded us. Hopefully we'll all be stronger and more resilient than before we met and can inspire others like us to follow their own paths