Ik things seem really bad but please stay. I need help

[Against_the_current]

Okay so my ribs hurt really bad, took a med to calm them, got acid reflux, got terrible nightmares where my parents were arguing really harsh, saying really painful things. Woke up, hating my place, wondering how am i supposed to take care of myself, i don't even want to eat and idk what. My close online friend is really cold to me and doesn't tell me what's wrong. I worry he will leave. Im even paranoid of my phone monitored and seeing what I write and do. Meanwhile all my irl friends gave up on me cause "im hopeless". So im sorry if im always in pain but please stay. You are all i have. And things are going really bad

[SoporRose]

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