I feel I can do this loud thinking here, 'coz I guess we all r sailing in different boats but connected with strings!! But in other part of world, its not a nice idea, what you say?
Everyone is fighting a battle you don't know about. Except for me. I'm complaining loudly about my battle. Everybody knows about it. I'm hating it but still I'm doing it continously...SEE even now I'm shouting about it!! I hate myself for it.Why its so difficult for me to understand, ppl can listen u uptill particular point, after that it becomes loud thinking ( thnx buddy for giving right word for what I was doing since dont know how much time😣). Shitt man!! Itsnot happening!! I want to get rid of it, like seriously. But M still doing loud thinking, I knw it now but still keep on writing it!
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Hi Pratyaya, I think it's always good to say your feelings it's never good to hold it in because if you hold it in it builds up and builds up I'm here for you my friend wishing you the very best in sending you healing vibes I myself have dealed with self-hatred anger, severe anxiety depression and PTSD I've had this pretty bad for about 16 years now I'm currently seeing a therapist and a psychiatrist and they just redid my drugs so hopefully this will help out or it's always good to be talking about it it's never good to hold it in because I hold it on my emotions and it doesn't get me anywhere I thank you for sharing with us
Try not to be too concerned about the "Shout Out," if we can't do it here, then where can we. I feel like I Have to wear my mask around my family, friends, etc. otherwise if I don't wear my mask (not the "face diaper" for protection from viruses (tho., I wear that, too), but the "Fake smile, I'm OK mask)! If I don't wear the FSM, I'm OK mask, then I feel people will run away, and I'll have no one. I am, currently, going through a Very rough time with the loss of my Sig. Other, and no one seems to "get it," or want to hear about how I Really feel. Same thing re. feeling anxious, depressed, etc. At least, it seems that way --Even close friends get tired of hearing complaints (guess, I don't blame them), but I have always been there to hear All their good, bad, & in-between times, and I thought they be, do the same for me. Am disappointed. Anyway, glad we have this "Spot," to Shout, to reach out, to get good suggestions, and to help ourselves, and others.
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