So, a few of you know I have a younger sister. She is an alcoholic and also suffers from mental illness like myself. She has a tendency to kill my heart with her loud words, saying I should be dead and etc...
These words come out of anger, likely from her own self. But gosh, these words kill my heart. I love her very much, and try to be there for her as much as I can.
I have taken her to get help, but when we get there, she refuses and asked for Xanax.
I guess I'm just looking for a compliment, on how well I am to be in mental distress myself and being there for her.
It hurts, it really hurts. 😢
Thank you for reading.