Lost Purpose

Hi I'm a single father living with my son. Diagnosed paranoid Psychotic. I also have social anxiety and find it hard to make friends. I'm always alone and it seems like my existense is meaningless. I Just feel like an outcast and it would be better if I was dead.

[Crochetchica]

Are there any online support groups you can join other than this one?

[RiverLake]

I see you. When I feel that way I try to get out of my head by going outside and being in nature. Do something you enjoy (or used to find joy in) outdoors. Temporarily change your surroundings to ground yourself. I know it's easier said that done but please try. Your son needs you, and you can be a role model for him. That's can be your purpose.

[Tara52 in reply to RiverLake]

I agree. When I am in a dark place and indoors too much I go out and sit and watch the birds and look at the sky. Watching the sunset helps shift my mood also.😇

[Lizzo30]

So sorry to read your post there is always hope my friend always My daughter had psychosis does your son have it just sometimes ?

There is a lack of research into this area of illness they just prescribe drugs which obvs are important but more research is needed it seems Asia is doing more research than US & UK

Never heard of paranoid psychosis as a diagnosis before I mean alot of psychosis is to do with fear isnt it and so paranoia is an extention of that

Sorry I am rambling I wish you well and hope your days get brighter

[RMHiker]

I know what you mean. I'm trying now to make some friends. I joined a small church and go to a couple of Bible studies. I'm also considering doing some volunteer work. Helping others is a great way to make yourself feel better too.

[Tara52 in reply to RMHiker]

So true, I started volunteering at The Salvation Army once a week and it has helped me serving others.😇

[WolfMuffin]

Sorry to hear that …I used to be the same way. But things can get better if you put your trust in Jesus. He is real and medication can help too . It worked for me . Praying for you .

[Tara52]

Sorry that you are feeling so bad. I have experienced those feelings for years. We all need to feel love. Your son needs your love. We are all loved by God. Perfect love (Divine Love) casts out fear..Your life has a purpose. I had to stop listening to the lies that our inner critic gives to all of us. Don't give up...life will get better. Keep reaching out to God and others .Read the Psalms.🙏💗Praying for you to be comforted and strengthened.❤️