Mom and Grandma sound like dying, i probably messed up things with dad and sis

[Against_the_current]

I'm crying myself off rn, mom called and paniced me, she sound miserable and i told her to go to the doctor and she said she's dealing with everything alone (defing she doesn't have a husband) and doesn't want a doctor or a therapist. She said dad won't pay her phone bill no more and sis had unfair Mark. She paniced me and said im gonna be a terrible psychologist panicing and Hung up mad. I called dad and instead of comfortng me he said he s paying for me, i didn't want to blame him, i just wanted to calm me. And he said sis doesn't study. I called my doctor afterwards but he said he can't give me a new family.

[Blunderbuss_bumpkin]

I wish I could help but to be honest I'm not having a great day either and feel totally drained of all positivity so I guess the only thing to take away is that you're not alone, there will always be people out there who understand. But people are so tiring 😔

Hang in there, you're doing great and you are one more person who understands, exactly what this world needs, you're being a hero just by keeping going

[Against_the_current in reply to Blunderbuss_bumpkin]

Thank you so much. You're saving me. People are making me cry once again with their toxic positivity and with saying mom's in pain. I can't handle it. I can't handle her being depressed. Granma being sick.. And then done bitch telling me to be positive cause she's tired of me. I can't stop crying. I started at 7:15pm and now it's midnight