Depression and loneliness

[Diamond99]

hello everyone I hope that you guys are doing good I have been really struggling a lot I have had a job for a couple of months and got into it routine of working and now that they have someone else I feel like I just keep getting let go or pushed aside and it really sucks and has me feeling down I have also been getting bullied by other adults at my job to and it’s just not ok so let me clarify my job is a full in job so I sub in a lot but I have been at home for a week feeling really down and really lonely everyday it’s been tough if there is anyone who can relate or has some time to talk with me I would appreciate it I could use some friends

[Krn210]

I am sorry you are being treated that way Diamond

[Diamond99 in reply to Krn210]

thank you it’s been really tough I just don’t feel good or enough and it’s been a huge struggle

[Catt02]

So yeah, I can relate. I should mention I'm also a Daffy fan!! So I've been on SSDI last 8 yrs since my last job. I had heart surgery and after returning to work, I could no longer stay with it. The post op meds caused me to fall asleep and my whole mental state just took a nose dive. But I had also had a breakdown few years before that and had had back surgery same year. I had lost my family - mom, 2 brothers, 1 by suicide. Finally lost my last 2 cat in 2015 and found myself in hospital 2016 from suicide attempt. I just could not handle their loss after everyone else. It just broke my heart into shards. The next week I was released I stopped taking Benzodiazepines (Klonopin). That has been a terrible ordeal. I'm trying so hard to survive incredibly, each day of depression/anxiety, grief and guilt. I thought about getting some kind of job but I'm just a wreck and possibly do it anymore. I know what it is to be antagonized at work and had on limited success in fighting back. I've always been easily intimidated in life, just how I am. I quite a few jobs because of it. As well I've quit jobs because I was too shy about dating, which really broke my heart several times. I also lost a career due to social phobia in general. I live with tragic regrets and nightmares at night. I don't my issues with anyone elses feel I've failed in life, but for a few acceptions, rescue and care for animals.

[Hidden]

I hope something gets better for you. Maybe you should consider applying for some other different jobs. If you see the writing on the wall going on where you’re working now, start looking around for somewhere else to work.

[Diamond99 in reply to Hidden]

hey can we message each other

[Hidden in reply to Diamond99]

You can send me a personal message if you like. I get busy sometimes, I can’t always answer right away.