Tommorrow dad will drive me to university city to my accomodation. I'm scared of traveling, leaving home, going back to roommates, i forgot my clothes in the washing mashine, panic attacks in the car and dad doesn't understand it, telling me to move out. And i'm sick. Maybe i should stay. But how to tell him i postnope traveling again
But sis starts school and it's gonna be a chaos here. And mom is triggering
Im losing myself over this. I'm sick both mentally and physically