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[Against_the_current]

Everyone is criticising me. Criticising me. "Get your life togher". Don't you see im trying?! Going to therapy, doing work, working out, studying, writing a diplom work, searching for masters degree, searching a job. But i HAVE NO SAFE SPACE TO HEAL! I'm really sensetive to critisism because since Child i was abused by it. And now I CAN'T FUNCTION AND PEOPLE CRITICISE ME ABOUT FUCKING EVERYTHING

"Where's the toilet paper?! Close ur door, smells bad. Wash the dishes better". And the other one is at her side. Bitch, your dishes are in the sink, the kitchen smells after you, everything is turned on, all electricity, rubbish everywhere. And i don't say anything. Your stuff is everywhere and the other one said "i will lock my toilet paper in my room and the washing mashine and will pee in my room". Why holding this grudge?! I can't argue, espessially 2vs1. Discriminating me just because i'm struggling. ACCUSED ME OF USING TOO MUCH TOILET PAPER AND STEALING AND STORING IT IN MY ROOM! I HAVE ALLERGIES! ALSO YOU SMELLED THE WHOLE KITCHEN AND I SAID NOTHING. I MADE AIR. I COVER YOUR BACK WHEN YOU SHIT ON THE KITCHEN AND YOU SEARCH FOR A BULLSHIT DETAIL TO SHIT ON ME. "WASH DISHES BETTER, CLOSE UR DOOR, DON'T STEAL TOILET PAPER". I HAVE FCKING ALLERGIES AND I'M STRUGGLING TO FUNCTION! I COVERED UR BACK WHEN YOU SMELLED THE KITCHEN. AND YOU SAY YOU'RE BEING EASY ON ME "BECAUSE YOU WILL APPEAR THE BAD GUY AND I WILL CRY AGAIN". YOU ALREADY HAVE WAR ON ME. AND YOU HAVE THIS WAR ON ME JUST BECAUSE I'M DIFFERENT FROM YOU. ADMIT IT YOU CAN'T STAND ME AND YOU TURN THE OTHER ONE AGAINST ME. CLAIMING YOU'RE NOT PICKY. BUT YOU ARE. SEEING THE DUST IN MY EYE BUT NOT THE PILE OF SHIT IN YOURS. YOU HAVE WAR ON ME. JUST BECAUSE I'M DIFFERENT.

DEAR FOLLWERS PLEASE DON'T CRITISE ME ABOUT THIS. CRITICS ARE KILLING ME. I'M FUCKING DOING MY BEST. I'M JUST TRUSTING YOU ENOUGH TO SHARE. I HAVE NOWHERE TO GO. IM AT DANGER EVERYWHERE. SHOULD I GO LIVE UNDER THE Bridge?! I NEED SAFE SPACE TO HEAL

[Blunderbuss_bumpkin]

What you're going through is not easy and unfortuantely people wont understand but don't forget how far you have come, you have been through worse and done an amazing job at handling it. It's not easy to do, to deal with these kinds of people and problems, but if anyone has the strength to then without a doubt it's you. I know it's difficult but don't let them get under your skin and win, just do what you have to to get through it and don't worry about anything else but yourself. You have proven your strength time and time again so I know you can get through this, good luck friend.

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Sorry you are going thru all this. Im thinking this is verbal abuse. You shouldn't have to deal with all that. Just keep trying, afterall practice makes perfect or close to it.🙂

[Roxylox]

YoU have my sympathy. I know what it is like to be criticised unfairly

Hugs to you.

[Raggedy-Ann]

It's morning here. Good morning. I know what you are going through. It is very hard to live someplace where you feel nervous all the time. We have an expression "it's like walking on eggshells." I ended up checking every room before I left it . I was trying to leave no trace behind. It was exhausting. I felt this pressure all of the time to be perfect. I gave him no chance to criticize me. I eventually got my own place. Now I live at my pace. Don't give them any chance to criticize you. screw them

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Hey,

we know you're trying your best. I won't insult you by invalidating your feeling of being critized. I know how angering that is, so I I won'tdo that. All your feelings are valid. Sometimes the way people word themselves can be construed as criticism, but I don't think it's meant to be that. One of the things I've learned about myself is that I can misconstrue everything when in a bad place. It's like being in constant fight-or-flight mode, and being on ultra-high alert for fights at every turn

Take some deep breaths. It'll be okay.