Sad…..

I’m just sad…. Just sad.

[southernbelle87]

I feel that way too right now. I definitely feel down. Maybe we will both feel better talking to each other a bit. Anything in particular you want to share?

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Thanks for writing me. I just feel like I’m simply existing. Nothing makes sense. It’s like every time I try to do something to better myself or my life it all falls through. I have no help with anything. Not to mention peace. I just want peace. I want to be able to go home and just relax. Sometimes I just feel like crying, but I can’t do that at home. I have no privacy. I can’t be myself.

I have had traumatic experiences growing up. So life’s been hard. I thought it would be easier as an adult, but it’s that much harder. It’s like… what’s my purpose In life? Why am I going through so much? What have I done that I deserve any of this? I could go into detail about everything but it’s a lot. I could write a novel.

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it’s quite annoying. Especially when it comes out of no where