It is so exhausting just pretending to be okay around everyone. I'm tired of feeling sad for no reason, tired of going to work and faking a smile then going to the bathroom and wiping tears.
Tired of being broke, sad and stressed. I know there is a light at the end of this tunnel and my life will not always be this way but it is unbearable at the moment. I wish I could just stay in bed indefinitely until things changed. The sadness lingers all the time and I'm on the verge of tears all the time. I hate this so much.