Self medicating

[Lookingforhope20100]

So I messed up. I got tired of feeling the way I've felt the last week, so I self-medicated and smoked my first joint in months I contemplated doubling my medication I just want to feel better and feel human again. I'm sick of feeling bad and ill I'm tired of crying I don't know what to do anymore I feel like I'm on my last leg all I do is cry and feel lonely even though I have my daughter and my dog with me I just feel alone all the time.

[Mrspjsmom]

Hang in there and please don't mess with your meds. If they aren't helping try calling your doctor tomorrow. Maybe the dose needs to be adjusted. Your daughter and your dog need you. Some days the only thing that keeps me going is my dog and my cat. You are an important member of this group. HUGS ❤️

[Lookingforhope20100 in reply to Mrspjsmom]

Thanks for the reply but my doctor wont do anything and i dont have a Psychiatrist right now to help i just feel lost

[Mrspjsmom in reply to Lookingforhope20100]

I'm sorry you feel lost. You are important. Keep telling yourself that.

[Dansing]

Please make it possible to see a l psychiatrist. YOU NEED HELP TO GET BETTER.

YOU ARE A STRONG PERSON!

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Smoking pot can interfere with how psychiatric meds work. I try not to judge but it’s really best you just stay away from it. Can you get some kind of therapy??? You need help.