idk what to do anymore please help

[Sfqueen]

So my journey started when I was about 33 started getting intrusive thoughts . i right away went and got helped. That’s when my anxiety started..I would obsess about my thoughts and it would just make more anxious. I had a little bit of brain frog. I was such in a dark place I was sooooo sad I couldn’t shake the feeling it was horrible. I got on Zoloft 15mg then went to 25mg. I was on 25mg for about 8 years. It did help me with my anxiety and thoughts. But during this time I still didn’t have a lot of energy like to get ready it ruined my relationship of 6 years. In 2019 my ex called our wedding off. I was ok I guess. But about 2 years ago I started getting headaches everyday. I felt hungover everyday all day. They did a lot of blood test. Nothing . They also did an Brain MRI a year ago and the found iron accumulation and white matters , so they did more test blood tests. All test negative. Then the neurologist clinic diagnosed me with tension headaches they said that the flairs they saw people with migraines have those flairs they wanted to prescribe me a antidepressants but I declined due to being on Zoloft the dr said we’ll that’s all I can do for you. I then spoke to my primary doctor and told her I was not happy with the results. She referred me to another neurologist it took 6 months to get an appointment. They did a spinal tap and Everything was negative at this time she said idk what to treat you with everything is negative. I am going to referred you to the genetics team to follow up with the iron accumulation. I got covid august 2021. I was not vaccinated. I got vaccinated February 2022 first those then I got the second those. 7 days later. I started experiencing body twitches couldn’t sleep also everytime I would sleep at night I would dream and feel like my mind is always running. I wake up extremely tired. After the twitches my speech has been off I can’t get the right words out or I say the wrong words. I got tested for sleepanea and to them I don’t have it. Just a little bit but not enough to get treatment. They also did genetic testing negative. They are doing another different set of testing now. I also 2 months ago I increased my Zoloft to 50mg and 1 month 1/2 ago to 75mg. I haven’t felt normal 4 weeks ago I got bodyaches my legs hurts they feel heavy also my arms my back and this continues. I don’t know what to do anymore I want to be happy again this is taking my life away.

[compasnet]

I've not had all of the symptoms you describe but my thoughts and prayers are with you.🙏. One thing's for sure, he lost a very good and caring person when he called off the wedding! 🙏.

[Tara52]

I have found after many med trials not being effective I had to get control of my thoughts. Have you ever explored CBT (Cognitive Behavior Therapy)? There is alot of info about it on YouTube. I hope you will be feeling better soon. Hugs! 😍