Sandcastles. Fragile joy

[Against_the_current]

I was at the sea, water clearest, warmest and calmest i ve ever seen, starting to see the light, not think of mom drinking, having to call my Boss and pay rent but dad's in stepmother's village and i need money and i'm scared. Having to book a restaurant for Grandma's birthday but it's in my university city (she wanted to come) but i have to have money to go there). Then mom came and told me to get out of the water to not drown. I made a sandcastle, the sea took ti. That's why i im so negative and anxious all hte time. I'm not given chance to be happy

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sorry to say this

ur a writer blogger poet

u are who u are

and trying to change a canary into a bull or and eagle or a\ buffalo or a fish

is a total absurd waste of time

we have breeds of animals adapted and bred for spedific purpses

good in their area

as it should be

trying to convert a draft horse into a race horse ...many try

with peoop;le to

they are desirnged for niches and therethey are not frustrated

geting a fish to carrry a tuba....a chalege to some

why?

not this ole country boy .....

im stupid but i aint that stupid

ur a writer...

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

prety stupid to ask a violin to be a jack hammer dont u think?

buuld on Ur aptitudes....u have a horrendous IQ and so notide everd detail every nuanse of everintg

have to buld on what u r

egnore the sherman tanks and unfeelng p;eole

no joke the buldozer dont relate to the tea kettle...

both important inn their own time and place

[Against_the_current in reply to Hidden]

So i'm a writer? And that's just who i am. (i always knew i was, thank you. Also writer are sensetive, That's just who they are)

[Hidden in reply to Against_the_current]

u can have 50 ablities...

writing is one of rhem and part of ur processing and maybe u enjoy writng....many do

not who u are

part of who u are

ur young.....ur destiney wide as the stars.....

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

william clark was x.....went on to help lead the Corps of Discovery

endless examples ...helen keller ......went on to....

endless examples of noboies to somebodies

Washington Carver.... look up his story

Einsteinhower....his boss just called him a fine clerk..

[Against_the_current in reply to Hidden]

Well said. It's part of who i am. And i love writing, i just need to write it out

[SoporRose in reply to Against_the_current]

I agree. Have you ever taken a creative writing class? Does your school offer one? I think taking such a class might change your world and show you how smart and gifted you are.

[Against_the_current in reply to SoporRose]

At highschool i was. My university doesn't give a damn about us. My dream is to write a book but somehow my own issues are always visible

[SoporRose in reply to Against_the_current]

There’s nothing wrong with letting your life and experiences inform your writing. In fact, that’s a perfect place to start.

[Against_the_current in reply to SoporRose]

Thanks

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

intellilgence can go in any direction and dimension

ur abitly to write is but one facet

many peope so called renassaince people

can and do almost anyting

some peope 5 languages

human inteleigence can go anywhere...

[Against_the_current]

I'm panicing, trying not to have a panic attack in the rest room, sis mentioned dad, anxiety so insane that my writings got too much and someone reported me

[Dolphin14]

Can you build those sand castles with worries and fears in mind? Then when you see them go out to sea it's a beautiful thing.

The ocean is very therapeutic for me. I take my worries to the ocean and watch the tides take them away.

🐬

Release into nature

[Against_the_current in reply to Dolphin14]

Beautiful words and picture

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I love your sand castles. I used to do that when I was younger. It’s fun and relaxing. Glad you had a day at the beach. I know you’re dealing with a lot of drama going on in your family. Don’t get all caught up in it. Know that a lot of it is not about you at all. Your parents have their own issues. Take one day at a time. I truly wish you the best.🙂👍

[Against_the_current in reply to Hidden]

Thank you so much. I needed this support so bad. Wish you the best of the best ❤️