Just fed up and want to die.

[Bigneil1]

I have just reached the end of my tether .Ih ave run out of enthusiasm. I want to die.n nothing to look forward to,nobody cares about me.i am useless and worthless. Stuff Ienjoyed now means nothing.j justw ant end this miserable existence.

[delta50]

Don't do that!

[TrustYourSoul]

Can you please share what has caused you to feel this way? We ALL care!

[Hidden]

You will find someone to care for you. Just keep searching. Doors will open

[leftbehind]

Hey Bigneil1, Tomorrow is a new day and it never happened before! And I think about well how would I do that if I took a bunch of pills what would happen to my little dog she would be very sad I don't know what would become of her and my cat my cat would be very sad he's been with me 10 years he wouldn't know what to do people would not come and care for him. People wouldn't care if I died they wouldn't say oh that's too bad Marilyn died I wonder why no they would not say that they just say oh there's a dead body let's just get rid of it. So there's a lot of reasons not to die just to defy the stinking World which is is a stinking world right now defy them and live on! Jesus loves you he loves your soul he loves your spirit.

[Catloverof2]

I'm so sorry you have so much pain. I've been where you are now but I'm so thankful I decided to work on me. I got outside in the sunshine, are more nutritional meals and drank water, lots. I also wrote out my feelings in a notebook daily. I kept it up and God brought me through it. We all care and want you here with us. Don't give up!!!

[Moonira in reply to Catloverof2]

They're right don't give up.

[jain88]

Get urself treated in nimhans india free of cost , or take some good herbal supplements

[Nothing_but_books]

Hi Bigneil1.

I read every word you wrote:

You've just reached the end of your tether.

Run out of enthusiasm.

Want to die.

Nothing to look forward to.

Nobody who cares.

Feeling useless.

Feeling worthless.

The things you used to enjoy now mean nothing.

Your existence is miserable, and you want an end to it.

.

Did I get it right?

Our forum is a very special, unique place. Here, you're not the only one who's experienced these terrible feelings. I hurt. Maybe that lets me understand a bit more what you're feeling. I care that you hurt.

A question: Do you feel worthless to yourself... or have others taught you that?

If you found a helpless injured creature all alone, would you dismiss it as worthless, then kick it aside? Please, think to yourself how you would treat someone else who was hurt as you are. Would you show them compassion?

I believe you're here hoping for understanding.

Please keep reaching out. This is a good place to come when you're hurt.

[Hidden]

I've been there many times in my life. You are still young and still have a life to live. Who knows what can happen in your future!Nobody cares about me either, but it's my life and I might as well live it out until my dog dies someday. I'll tell you what works for me. Think about someone or some place where people have it worse than you do, and I guarantee, you will continue to live your life.

[Shantaran10]

I am now 82 and feel ther is nothing left for me.i spent 40 years in the armed forces and now live alone, nearly all my friends are dead, and I live on my one, I read a lot and have no other hob it's, the days get longer and I can't even go for a walk S spinal and hip pain restrict me doing the most simple task, I feel every day is SSDD SO I KNOW WHER YOR COMMING FROM.

[Tara52 in reply to Shantaran10]

I am praying for you also. You are deeply loved and cherished by your God/Father. 💗 You are an eternal spiritual being with purpose at any stage of your life. I hope you can experience some comfort and hope today. Hugs!💝

[Moonira]

Please please call your crisis hotline or 911. The way you feel and are thinking is temporary. You are in the dark zone!!!

[Tara52]

So sorry that you are in so much darkness and pain. I have been there many times. 😣 Don't ever give up! Things turn around as new light enter your thoughts. There is alot of power in gratitude. Can you find one simple thing to be grateful for? A cup of tea perhaps? In the meantime I am praying for you.🙏💗 Hugs!

[Bigneil1]

Thank for your kind words. Feeling a little better today, just trying to be kind to.myself

[catsrock in reply to Bigneil1]

I'm so glad to see you are feeling better today. I was worried about you. Keep sharing here and know that we care.

[KrierandRosie]

I have felt that way my whole life. I know how painful that is. Send me a private message. Take one day at a time.

[mauv]

I am a 77 yr old lady who has had depression since age 21. I have taken so many anti depresents that they no longer are effective. I tried ECT but it wasn’t effective. I remember I didn’t cause it, can’t control it and can’t cure it. There are many people with mental illness. That is why we have this support group. We are here to help each other to persevere on our journey. We understand how deep the emotional pain can be. Remember we are here. Make sure you have a good psychologist too. I am praying for you Bigneil1

[mauv]

I forget to be grateful when I am in the deep depression but that is when it is the baby step out of it. Thinking of you are breathing. Day 2. A place to live in and food to it. Try to look at what you do have not the depression. Praying.

[Bigneil1]

Thank you all so much, been working with someone trying to make me feel better about myself. Very slow going at the moment with a few bumps along the way. Taking it a day at the time and trying to find some self compassion