WHAT'S NEXT?

[Amelua]

Life is my journey, Death is my GOAL, family, marital, and health problems, have tore up my SOUL. As many may say: somebody needs me, yet who I need is never AROUND, the only time I get valued, is when others "PROBLEMS" have FOUND. Then I'm very handy, their problems are for me to ASSIST, but when I need a hand, there's no one to seek on the LIST. I know this is my fault, too much independence I've SHOWN,, and that's why I feel that I'm ready to go in a ⚰ coffin ALONE. If for any reason, someone just doesn't AGREE, come take over my problems, and how fast you'll feel the same is what it may just BE.

[Survivor1687]

((hugs))

[Daveacr1959]

Your a poet and don’t even know it. At least you are light hearted. You can make light of it all . Like the old saying goes. Lighten up have a few laughs, nobody gets out of here alive. Try some Wim Hof guided breathing exercises free on you tube daily. Try some cardio exercise. And if you want a real rush go in some real cold water for 3-8 minutes. It feels so good when you are done. Gets you out of your head.

[Amelua in reply to Daveacr1959]

👋 THANKS, I'LL TRY.

[Against_the_current]

Feel you so damn well. Wish i could go under, just for people to leave me alone. But when i need someone, I'm "too negative". It's words of pain but damn i love how open and honest you speak. People are always like "fake a smile, you're negative" or "negative people burden me" but damn, when you know pain you kinda wanna help. And when you're a god person you wanna help. And it just shows you're superior than those.... Okay, i need to censor myself so i don't get taken down but i think you got it. After all smart people are in most pain and smart people cuss. I can do it in 3 languages and English is really soft lol. You're great, it's your decision to live but damn don't let ******* (I didn't even count the stars, i just know I'm trying to sound like im censoring something while im just putting starts) but yeah, don't let, those "stars" put u under... litterary