This morning i desided to call dad to see how he's doing. I saw he message me the previous night and i forgot to answer. I called him. He said he's doing maths with my sister. Then i heard my half-sibling crying and he Hung up. I paniced how can he bring the baby to my sister, it will trigger her. I called him again and asked what is going on. He said sis is at his house because she had a fight with mom. I paniced about the fight with mom. I called mom and she told me sis wants to cut her hair all off, like a boish haircut, like my stepmother. Last time i was to my accomodation, she got a piercing and now this hair. I need to be out of home but probably when i Come back she will be covered in tatoos and dropped out of school. The hair isn't the problem. But mom said sis is Yelling and crying all the time and doesn't want to study. I'm worried sis is depressed. Mom said she's putting all efforts in her. And i worried because i made it worse because i told her she told dad. The Last time mom found out dad knows, she said she's giving her up and this broke us. I begged mom and sis to call me when Sister's home so i see If they're arguing. Espessially that i made it worse. I made it worse telling mom but i thought she knew. And i made it worse calling mom now because sis wants her asleep. I'm scared why sis wants mom asleep, is she abusing her or something? And why is she asleep at 8pm? Is she drunk? Did i mistook twice by calling her? Probably she was better off asleep. What is going on home? Nobody is calling me. Sis texted me it's okay and stopped seeing my messages. I'm just obsessing and going insane now. I have been doing it for hours nothing helps. I called 2 therapists and a friend. Nothing. I can't stop obssessed. Lucky i have a friend texting.
I called dad and it all went down. I'... - Anxiety and Depre...
I called dad and it all went down. I'm worried about sis. Agonizing for hours
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