Life sucks..

I don’t even know what to write. I’m just not okay. It’s been nothing, but bad luck lately. I almost lost my dad, My mom made me feel like shxt about not having kids, not being in a relationship, not being married at my age and basically pointed out the fact that my father could’ve passed away without having any grandchildren from me or marrying me off to someone and etc. I’ve also been in a bad place mentally for a bit. Im just not okay right now. I feel like I’m in a whirlwind. My life sucks and it sucked from the very beginning.

[amoeba43]

I'm so sorry to hear that you are struggling on so many fronts. Life can be a wonderful experience but it's not without seasons. Im sorry that there are some people around you who feel entitled to dictate the terms and time frames of a story that is not theirs.

I'm sure it must have been frightening to almost lose a family member. I wonder if it might be a great opportunity to connect with them and enjoy time together. But in any relationship, maintaining something loving and healthy takes the commitment of both parties. I hope you have that in your father. And if not, you can grow and nurture that, because you deserve to have and give the love and support necessary for life.

[Hidden in reply to amoeba43]

Thank you. It was very frightening and I’m the only one trying to figure things out while he’s still in the hospital. It’s exhausting. I’m worried about him, trying to figure things out for myself, amongst so many other things. I’m tired. Like, I’m not just sad. I have this sadness that just runs deep in my heart. It’s unexplainable. I just need a break from the madness

[Roxylox]

Feck her, life is yours, you are young. Marriage doesnt bring or measure worth. Chin up, be you.

[blackcatsrule in reply to Roxylox]

I agree!!!

[Melancholy12]

Im sorry your dad was sick. Your mom should not make you feel guilty thst you are not married with children that’s your business not hers. All the best to you

[Hidden]

Thank you. Much love ❤️